I try to forget all the timesI’ve hurt myself today
To see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real.
I cried and yelled
I died and fell
Above the sky.
I try to remember the times
I laughed and smiled
I loved and liked
Down on Earth.
But it’s hard to remember
Things that didn’t happen.
And it’s hard to forget
The half of my life.