daddy

Every time I want to keep distance
I can only smile for resistance
I always hunger for attention and affection
But all our dialogues follow your direction
My mistakes for your pleasure
Could you give a scale to measure
what is good what is bad
Is that all we ever had?
You don`t know me
It`s just a picture of a puppet
judge for what I am
I am rotten, tired with no plan
What is that to say about you?
Do you believe it for the truth?
How many times will it escalate
Till we leave ours in a quiet place?

But it`s ok, just leave me where I lay
I will pretend not to know of your sins