Damned

Damned

My friends keep telling me life is easy, do not worry!
Then why i am feeling bad all time?
I need a girlfriend badly.

Where is this girl who wants to share her love with me?
Why is it so difficult to find her?

Because it is an illusion, I am searching for a long time now.
I am damned to live alone, without love.
It is the punishment for crime in an earlier life.

Sometimes I lie on my knees and cry,
I do not have the strength to try it again and again,
Something deep inside me was broken long time ago.

I should bring this worthless thing called "life" to an end.
So my greatest wish will never come true,

I give up, my journey end here.

Farewell, my friends,
We will meet again on the other side.


January, 21st, 2003
(c) by Dorahn Mavelius

Hi, Dohran!

I hope you will meet your friends in this life and not "on the other side"!

Have a nice Sunday!
Schakim

Thanks a lot.
I met a nice girl 5 month ago and we are together now, so i think, i´ll meet my friends on this side (again).