Marcus vanBrown - first album (2023)

Hallo, kreativ bin ich auf viele Arten. Schreiben, Comics zeichnen und Musik machen wechseln sich ab. Gehen teilweise nebeneinander her. Überschneiden sich. wie hier. Meine erste ernsthafte (Solo)Platte (ich nenne sie so, weil ich als Kind der 80er in Vinyl denke. A-Seite, B-Seite) erschien 2023. Ich mag sie immer noch sehr gerne, weil sie viel von dem wiederspiegelt, wie es mir damals ging. Ich mag die Texte (Ich kann nur englisch singen) und wollte sie hier mal vorzeigen, die Gramatik ist an manchen Stellen sicher furchtbar, aber es ging nicht um Perfektion.


captn. lonesome/ here is captain lonesome/ i am calling planet lamore/ from deep down under, im comming to you/. dont knew, if i can breathe down there/ dont know, if i will survive/ but to be honest, i dont care/ if i live or die tonight/ god knews i am ready to die tonight / my ship called “lonesome and blue”/ my engines are brocken/ my batteries are low/ so what else can i doo?/ exept landing straight to you hard/ straight to your soul?/ and here i come/ open up! /well reflected man / last night you called me just to hear my voice / I said the first time I saw you you were clothed in beauty and joy. / but the days grew darker and began to howl like dogs caught in a well / I am a well-reflective man / after this there will be light / after this everything will be okay / I am a well-reflected man / I wish someone would say something / I wish someone would talk to me/talk to the well-reflected man/it will be brighter after all this.into the darkness/ only life can make you old/ but every time is great/ all the days and years that I wasted/ I want them back now/ to spend them all with you/ that's true/ I can't light into the darkness tonight./ only love lets you live as in "life is easy and free"/ that's the same as in: "only music makes you dance"/ I can't light into the darkness tonight bring/ the war against love/ the war against us/ we fought them bravely and both lost/ I can't bring any light into the darkness tonight./failure fetish/ "if you want easy love then you better not fall in love with me" she said/ "if you want to have fun at your party then you better not invite me" he says/ and all the angels of love/ whether in heaven/ close their eyes and sing "we have a match"/ "if i wanted a simple love then i wouldn't have fallen in love with you" he says/ "if i wanted to have fun at this party i would now "Don't talk to you," she says/ and all the angels of love/ up in heaven/ close their eyes, smile and sing: "We have an match!"/ If I were love/ I wouldn't act like a fool , angry child/ if I were love, I wouldn't have such a failure fetish! robert / hollydays Now I've forgotten how normal people talk/ and I'm caught up in this inhale/exhale routine/ You say, "It's so funny the way you move."/ I say, "Yeah, that's why I never go dancing, not even with you."/ and you say: "take my hand and we'll see what I can do for you. take my mouth and let's find out what my tongue can do for you."/ and you did that for a few years/ now I know what normal people talk about/ they lie just to keep the people they need in their lives / now I know what normal people do/ they do anything to keep those in their lives who they can drive home after their vacation. elpaso/ Every time I'm lonely, sad, oh so blue / I imagine that all my hope and happiness is lost on vacation in Elpaso, Mexico / they're sitting drunk by the pool / they've screwed up every usual rule / in Elpaso, Mexico / from time to time they send me encouraging emails / be yourself and everything will be fine / but I know what I know / and I learned the hard way / nothing good ever came of it, to be me/ but I guess it's easy to talk shit like that/ when you're drunk by the pool/ with the sun on your drunk head/ in Elpaso, Mexico/ life is a lot easier/ when you're drunk/ in elpaso Mexico graham/ even the memory of our love slowly faded/ but I still had that arrow, I looked around for a bow/ I searched the whole city/ to explain everything/ but when I found you, I had nothing/ and you said: " Well, forgiveness is a time traveler and it's not here yet"/ The day I let you go will be the day I let in a pain I already know. wake up sometimes I think I hear voices trying to wake me up/"wake up beloved/beloved, wake up!"/sometimes I feel hands trying to shake me awake/so that I can open my eyes and see everything/see love is one shining thing

Wer nichts gegen homerecording hat und lowfi resistent ist, kann sich das ganze auch anhören.


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